OK~

ok, suprisingly i'm shocked that actually lots are reading my blog...
I tot it's still new but apparently it's not...

OK~
I know my blog sometime is a crap, so ignore it
I know I might be talking about you, so ignore it
I know I love you, so ignore it

Everything, juz ignore yea!

hehe, feel *shy* ald

=p

25th February 2009 (6.10 p.m.)

Confusing Feelings

Well, today was the orientation day for UniSA which simply means all the guys that I used to be crazy about last year came back to Taylor’s already. Argghhhhh! I simply can’t resist me myself looking at them and staring at them like I have never seen them before. I simply hope that they didn’t realise it but it’s kind of too obvious. Forget about these ex-tbf hot guys.

Now, I seriously must concentrate for my UWE studies. I must get a first class honours or die without getting it!!! If I have to tell the truth, then, I’ll say that I’m trying to be the best student! If I managed la but even to get first class honours, I’m so stressed up in the class. How am I supposed to manage my stress level?

Another thing that always disturbed me is this guy really like me or he is just fooling around me? Damn...the way he looked at me, I will be floating already on the air. He is the brainy. I meant brainy is very smart but yet he is too naughty. Always come and bully me only. Hehe, I’m not bad ler, I always bully him back. He always matches me with different people. Don’t he realised that he is the one that I want! But yet, I lied to him I have a boyfriend. Swt!

Studies...studies...studies....for the first time ever, I felt so stressed up...how can I be worried about studies when I always take easy about everything. Haiz....oh God! I seriously hate this particular subject and yet, I am still studying it...

And for God sake! How can all my friends said that I have changed a lot since I joined UWE??? They said I’m quieter, paying attention more to studies, chasing guys openly, trying to be more pretty, and etc. Holy shit!!! I’m not, k? All I’m trying to do is score high. That’s all. So, leave me alone with those comments. I don’t need it!

Finally, financial crisis is stressing me up more. Let me tell a truth. My family had no money already and because of this, my brother can’t go to tadika. Simply all because I’m a Taylor’s student. I don’t want to be a Taylorian but my dad wants me to be one. I have those guilty feelings now. Why didn’t I score high for my SPM? Why I didn’t score high for TBF? I’m too sad...

Wonder how can I have all these feelings at once? Because I’m a girl.... not a guy with feelings of the pea size!!!

100 Truths

001. Real name → Visha Menon
002. Nickname(s)→ Visha
004. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → SK BBSB
007. Middle School → SMK BRP
008. High School → SMK BRP
009. College School → TBS
010. Hair color → black
011. Long or short → Short
012. Loud or Quiet → Depends on the environment
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Nope
016. Drink or Smoke? → Neither
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Of course la
018. Eat or Drink → Eat
019. Piercings → Ears
020. Tattoos → Nope


FIRST:
023. First piercing → Ears
024. First best friend → Wan Yin
025. First award → Standard 1 for getting the best in BM for the whole school
026. First crush → Wong Choon Yoong
027. First pet → Hamsters
028. First big vacation → Johore???
030. First big birthday → Nope


CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nope
050. Drinking → Nope
052. I'm about to → I’m here filing this tag aren’t I?
053. Listening to → Nothing
054. Plans for today → Do tutorial homework for tomorrow?
055. Waiting for → Proposal???


FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ of course...i love kids!!!
059. Want to get married? → Nope
060. Careers in mind → Businesswomen???


WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Lips, it should be good enough for kissing XD
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic la...wat else???
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms...
074. Sensitive or loud→ both also dont want
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → None

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → yes
081. Ran away from home → Nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Nope.
083. Killed somebody →nope
084. Broken someone's heart → yes
085. Been arrested → Nope
087. Cried when someone died → Havent

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Sometimes...
090. Miracles → yea, sort of
091. Love at first sight → Maybe...
092. Heaven → Nooo
093. Santa Claus → Nooo la
094 Tooth Fairy→ Nope
095. Kiss on the first date→ dont have a date also...how to believe at the first kiss?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yaaaaaaaaaa
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → not exactly
099. Do you believe in God → ya
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

And the 10 awesomely lucky ones are: Abigail, Chin Wynn, Cherry, Mandy, Jo Ee, Ching Yee, Nicole Pang, Wing Fong & Sue An

Err something wrong with this tag...the numbering is wrong so I think there's less than 100 questions =.=

Treasurer of TUC Chinese Society

Ya, juz to avoid ur future shocks that currently my friends are having,....
let me juz inform officially that I am the TUC Chinese Society's treasurer....
not showing off but pls avoid from asking me
1. why enter chinese society?
2. why not indian society?
3. who encourage you?
4. whats ur purpose joining chinese society?
5. you gotta be kidding me!
6. how come chinese society?
7. etc.....

pls pls avoid all these questions.... i have answered many of this....!!!!

New High Heels

I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels
I get a new high heels

way too happy....
worth accompanying my mom for 3 hours shopping....waakakakaka

PS: no photo to show u all...sorry
but its damn geng!
worth RM25
haha

"gay"

Aiks >.<
Gay doesnt mean gay but the guy that I like (in college)...haha
know wht? know wht?
for once n forvea, i have forgotten that guy that i crazy about for ...let me count first ....\
erm, 6 years??? sounds crazy, right?

but lets forget about him n cont. about "gay"
hehe, a nickname that my fren gave for him...actually, his second nickname since we r doubtful he knows who is it by d first nickname...hehe

he is one of the "smartest" in my class...ya, he is my classmate...
cant say he is handsome since he have a little bit of d nerd look
haha...oh ya, once u like d person u can write a nocel about that person, right?
so, let me save d novel for my bf yea...

oh ya, lastly
happy valentine day! muackz....

Thaipusam

Take note the time is now 4.20 a.m.
thats how busy UWE is...
swt
hehe

So, went to Penang for this year Thaipusam....U know wat!!!! I was walking from 12pm to 5pm...
sp, should i say Penang worse than Batu Caves???

Firstly, Penang...u have to walk more than 3km to get to the temple....
But Batu Caves, no need to walk

Secondly, Penang....less crowd, moving crowd...either one la...so freely u can walk except more some spots whr guyz n kavadis dancing
But, Batu Caves, DAMN HUGE CROWD!

Thirday, Penang...free foods n drinks all the way long to temple...
Batu Caves, damn kiamsap! Money talks!

Penang...296 steps of stairs
Batu Caves...272 steps of stairs

Penang...5 hours of walk go n come back
Batu Caves...2 hours is juz enough...

Haha, in a sense, I like Penang's Thaipusam la...but long way to walk...

Hehe, got a white fuller smiled at me. I dunno why, no clue...
all i know i was dressing so nicely that I actually look pretty for once...
swt-nya....
what to do! borrowed my sister's earrings ma...tats the thing tat make me diff



PS: i didnt capture any pix coz forgotten to bring camera....haha

BITM

BITM = Business Information Technology Management....

this is one of my subjects in my 1st year degree...

holy crap man this sub!

In lecture, day dream...
In tutorial, chit chat with friends....btw, the discussion not really paperwork ma, basically from ur head...since, i can crap very good...haha

talk crap, right??

i'll post a better proper post tomorrow...or later onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

haha, juz busy nowadays...so, my faithful *cherry* readers...
pls dun be upset...hehe

Heaven

Ok fine...tell u smtg to "update" my blog
a guy...erm erm, specifically my fren ...
told me
"visha, when i look at ur face. I see heaven"
n then, he keep on staring me in front of everyone...

haha, he is such a playboy man!...i know he said that as a joke but i still some sort like happy to hear that from him...

wonder why~

wtf!!!

seriously man...

i damn pissed off now...

he said he will check n now scolding me like hell that I'm doing last minute work...

bengang betul dah ini!!!...ish...

Holiday ends

Haiz...y am i so confused???
When holiday starts, I wanna end it soon
When holiday ends, I wanna more holidays...

What a double feeling is this? haiz...

Chik-Kut-Teh

Damn...After such a long time avoiding this food, today have to eat!!!....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

But it was nice anyway...hehe

Then, go to another shop to have second helping of dinner

Guess my stomache have grown a bit more fatter....haha

I'm celebrating CNY also....stomache big ald ma!!! hehe

Surprised!!!

Wah, today is really a shocking day for me....

Wanna know why???

For the first time in my whole life.....when I on9, NO ONE in my contact list on9

Having 200 over contacts and non on9....swt la wey, like smtg wrong only...hehe

Yay! Free of fever....hohohoho

Finally, I'm recovered from fever! Way too happy but at the same time, high pressure still the same since I have to start on my homeworks....haiz...

Btw, I have a shocking news to tell!!!

One of my neighbour who is my junior in my high school had suicide man!
Creepy to hear it!
OMG....
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Now, counting my homeworks...erm
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15........30

wait a minute, I mess up the counting or what?!?!?!?!?!?!

Think I do have lots of stuff to do...

Lulululu, tralalalalala, bye bye

:@

I'm seriously damn fucking angry man....dah-la deeply sick...now, my skins all like peeling of ald like a snake...luckily, having a week holiday, if not..sure I wont step a leg at college also...isshhhhhhhhh

Medicines

Holy crap man!!!!

Went to see doctor and came back with colourful sweets in a plastic bag =.="

5 types of medicines, u know...

Way too sick & tension now thinking of my loads of work to do...

Weak and havent even eaten today well, only a few biscuits ... no lunch no dinner or wateva coz juz too weak to eat...

Haiz......nurse (cousin sis), come here! I need a cup of water plsssssss

Cherry

Hey yo,
Thanks for the wish!!!

Erm, ok~ I wont post a new post about the comments then but ur latest comments also I need time to reply...kinda busy n sick somemore...sleeping like a pig these days...

haha

Miss you meh~

Muackx

I'm sick!!!

For God sake, why muz i be sick??? ish...
I don't mind u punishing my Chinese friends being sick for CNY but why me??? I'm not celebrating CNY what...tsk tsk...

Me fault la...who else??? Yesterday, berendam berendam in the Wet World for dunno how many hours from morning to everning...then, flu all dropping from my nose ald...haiz...

Terrible man! not fair not fair...y i sick??? ish... so ma fan man... yesterday, slept from 8pm until today 10am...then, sleep again at 12pm until 5 pm...the influence of the medicine...so strong medicine, until my eyes keep on shutting...haiz...

But nevermind, guess what??? yesterday my aunt talking to my mom, i wasnt listening at first in the pool....but sudd, i heard my name...so, i curi-curi dengarla...
Aunt: I still owe Visha money, I think I'll give her when I'm 'age:PnC'
Mom: Ok
Me: What money are you talking about??
Aunt: Ur SPM reward...I'll bank in ur RM1000 when I'm 'age:PnC'
Me: What??? U serious ah??? U said this before this meh???
Mom: Haiz, Sis, u shouldnt tell her one...
Me: Aunt, I open a new bank account ald, U bank into my account...don't give mom!
Aunt: Ok...

Maybe, I too happy until sick like this...haiz

Somebody help me...tsk tsk

Flu dropping out from my nose again...

Havent even touch my tutorials homeworks and assignments...

Aiyoyoyoyoyoyo, help me!!!

Happy CNY

Lol, to all my friends, Happy Chinese New Year....

First post of the year!!!

First of all....
Happy New Year to all....

Next,
Happy Ponggal to all...

Then,
Happy Chinese New Year to all...

And,
*special one to Cherry*
--> I'll summarize all ur comments and will reply it in a post asap yea...sorry =p

Finally,
Sorry bcoz I'm back after a damn long holiday...
I heard all ur complaints regarding the unupdated blog...
See, I'm back, ok???
So, forgive me la...
Haha...

Will be back after a few hours to post up the proper blog...

"Maafkan saya"
"Sorry"
"Ennaiya Manichidu"
"Dui Bu Xi"
*dunno correct spelling or not